Either I'm becoming increasingly agitated, jumpy and distressed or...because everything seems to be pissing me off.

The exams are over. Rejoice Rachel.
Oh wait, I can't. Mum has just arranged tuition x2 a week for Math alone. Thx Mum I know one week of pure rest and relaxation is too damn much to ask for.

Everything's fucked.
I can't even have one str8 UNINTERRUPTED hour to myself at home.To lie on my bed,read a book or play the guitar without my brother barging into the room to fidget with the stuff on my shelf displays. "Hey, whats this?" but the thing that puts me off the most is when he asks a question which he already has an answer to.Or even better, when I happen to be texting, either of my parents enter and ask me what I'm doing. Or who I'm texting. Or whats up. Let me tell you wassup, I'm READING A BOOK. CANT YOU SEE?!?!?!?! This afternoon was a perfect example. Shall not elaborate.

I know I sound like a self centred bitch. Everything's about "me" and "I". But hey, its all about me after all isn't it.

The exams are over and they are screwed. Screw the exams I am not in much of a mood to play now argh

I am afraid of...retaining, losing something (my phone lol) or someone who means alot to me (mickey mouse). And I miss you, my friend. I cannot believe we are like this and I do not understand.

I. do . not. understand.at. all

I've lost faith in family. Time will fly.
I will be out of here. I don't have to pretend I like being around you guys anymore.

TO-DO LIST:
1. Sakura w Ty Keck Jav Yz Cel Sam etc etc on Sun
2. Drag Ty to Jennifer's Body (sounds wrong z)
3. NET NET NET NET NET BALL.
4. Catch up on this year's work.
5. Get Sectn tee done asap
6. Organise sectn outing
7. Dates dates dates who gives a shit if i'm grounded
8. SLEEPOVERSSSSSSSSSSS
9. Extort $$$ from Dad and go shop
10. Tuesday, lake relay meetings.
11. Tuesday, also my third month :)))
5. Escape home as much as possible to avoid conflict
Its not even worth it, trying to do something nice for you guys.

Not in Blogger/Livejournal neither am I on hiatus.
Somewhere more private for now! :-)

Happy (sept) Holidays and enjoy mugging.